Got some disheartening news last night...I really am feeling satan attacking relational bonds that are close to me, and just altogether attacking the hearts of those that mean so much to me. Prayer is a much needed thing right now!
"Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name"
Today was my first actual day of classes, wahoo for being a senior. The greatest part was that I only really had two classes. AND...one of them was my dance class!!! It was awesome, I loved it, so much fun, not even kidding you!!! The Aluna Lui is amazing!! But yeah anyways...alright that's it for now, I'll add some poetry I wrote a short while ago and you can give me your critiques if you would like, or praise, or whatever you feel like...;-)
"A vast openness before me, calling my name into the wild untamed terrain. Who is to be my voice in this space, that is too large for me to be heard? How am I to know the way to go? Everything seems so settled, unconsumed, untouched. My Lord, You will show me the way through this wooded abyss that will not devour my soul. All my love, everything defines me, and more!"
"The grip of passion instills in me a desire to be filled by You.
The pierced, bruises, open sores that bear a resemblance to life anew.
Anguish, pain, this all surrounds me entirely...
To the extent of loss of hope? NEVER.
Enduring, believing, all that you have for me...
Do otherwise? How could I ever?!
You hold the barriers that shape the romance of my life.
All in Your hands...the love, the happiness, the anger, and the strife.
Help me feel Your Presence near me!"